I'm currently holding my newly-printed college application form.

And--oh God--I suddenly feel very..nervous.

With the acceptance test two months away, I don't think I'm quite ready for this. Sure, I've been studying and attending cram school ever since the beginning of the year, but still...would it be enough?

People around me often say that luck sometimes plays a role as well, though I'm not quite sure how true this statement is. For me, it only seems like a convenient way of throwing the blame to "luck factor" when you were rejected. It seems easier to say "It wasn't my luck" than "I didn't try hard enough".

And I don't know if I've tried hard enough.

*sigh...* So I guess it's hope for the best, expect the worst, huh?

greetings~

setelah setahun jadi lurker anonim, akhirnya saya mutusin bikin jurnal juga.
lumayan, buat latihan nulis.

.....

berhubung saya ngga tau harus nulis apa lagi, saya tutup dulu perkenalannya ya...